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Beautiful coincidence is life.

We are born and gradually learn to crawl, speak and walk. We try hard to succedd and be better than others and some compete to be better version of thenselves. After all of this, what is going to happen at the end?  We simply die ??? Is that the whole purpose of this universe spending so much of energy in creating life, so that it would end one day ?? It does not make sense to me. Should we do better and try hard to be the best , cause every thing is going to end one day . Or, we do something basic and live our life happily and do what you wanted to do in life and die happily. But then again question would arise, what if you love being in the competition and love the hustle of life and die in peace. It depends on each person how would you want to handle your life.  There must be something big behind the coincidences that happended billion of years ago with Big Bang. There has been series of coincidences to reach to the point where we are today. Lots of volcanos has erutped, many lives
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A little talk with myself.

I was talking to my friend and one thing hit me during our conversation.  I told her ,"XYZ (my friend) is very good by heart". I dont think I would like me, if all my charactaer and behaviors was of any other person My friend was surprised to hear that and seeing her being surprised. I rethought  of I had just said. A trail of thought came to my mind. However, for that moment i escaped from the conversation changing the topic.  After i reached home, I sat and thought, why would I not like me, if I was someone else?  Would it be the outer appearance I was not satisfied with ? or the inner side that only I know.  Here we go, there was a debate between two aspects of me.  Eveyone is not really good or evil, but here I am creating two aspects of me, good and evil side so that they can talk to each other and sort this out.  I felt sense of relief and sat there to hear what my good and evil part  would conclude.  Good :(talking to me ) It is always good to self evaluate. I am happy
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What if 2020 was a person ?

Before shutting my eyes off on the last day of 2020, I was summarizing my and 2020 as a whole. Since a lot has happened in our lives in this 2020 hence,I thought what would I say to 2020 if 2020 was a person? What would my conversation be like, with her (I want to refer to the year as her just like we refer "earth" as mother ). Knock!! Knock!! Knock!! I knew who it was as I invited 2020 for the farewell dinner at my place. Despite being very busy, it was a kind gesture of 2020 to accept my invitation and come to my place. Lets thank our Premier Mark Mcgowan for working so hard and preparing well since a long time so that I can invite people and 2020 for dinner.  I opened the door, there was 2020,I was very excited to see her as I had a lot to ask her as how her last day was ? she must have been very busy. But alas! I was surprised to see her in a very sad face and no excitement at all.  We sat down on the couch. Me: Do you want any tea, coffee or drink ? 2020: A glass of wate
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A Mere Notification

 Grhhhhh.. (Mobile vibrates)   I woke up suddenly at the middle of night to check the updates, it was only a notification from a marketing company in a browser. I checked the notification and automatically my fingers were driven to social sites. It took another half an hour for me to scroll down the news feed and I went through the each application I had in my mobile before I put my phone down. It all started with one mere notification. Above was just an example of fraction of hours in a day. Once, I checked the phone usage hours ,even I was surprised to find that I was using the phone for more than six hours on my working days and more than 10 hours in my day off. It was alarming. And I thought of doing some research on “what was going on with me?” and found the term Tech addiction . Also called as Digital addiction, is similar as other addiction where the addict has an impulsive behavior disorder and is driven towards the source and if the source is not available the addict may have
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Those 15 minutes...

 Reflection, in itself has numerous meaning , among many i have listed some of them. According to a Cambridge English Dictionary, reflection is “an image of something on a mirror or any reflective surfaces.” “The definition of a reflection is a thought or writing about something, particular in the past, or what one sees when looking into a mirror or body of water.- Your Dictionary. And so on. Likewise, for me reflection is a image that you see on mirror, reflective surfaces or within you. Reflecting on the past acts or deeds gives you the space of analyzing the actions, reasons for it. i personally have a habit of reflection. I normally look back to what i have done. Sometimes i pen down the feelings and sometimes it just fades away with the train of thoughts. Although it is not considered good to bring work tensions out of work. After i finish my work i try to remember what did since the start of the shift and i find many areas that should have been different if only i had used anoth
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I was AWAY.....

Its been a while I was away. I was away from what I enjoyed most, in the past. I was away from  reading books in the free time. I was away from pouring down my heart on paper when felt low. I was away. I was busy with all the unproductive things existing in the world. I could feel I was not happy from inside. there was always a kind of heaviness felt on my chest (being a nurse, I can guarantee, it was not any sort of Cardiac symptoms). A sense of "I can do better than this and I deserve better than this " was always within me , just could not figure out clearly. Then a friend of mine(who is a gem by heart and super intellectual) showed me her piece of writing, which brought the trail of memories of the days when i used to write. it got me nostalgic. As soon as that girl (she never ceases to amaze me) knew i had blog back then, she motivated me to write again. . Some times the well known fact when said at the right time leaves a huge impression. Same happened with me. My frien
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journey: english

  One day, about one or twice month ago I saw a sentence written by anonymous in twitter. It went this way : “Funny how many still believe Good English = Using big words. Our education system teaches 'make sentences with' and not 'explain simply'” I was like wow.. what is this ? I also think the same. And I also escaped blaming the education system like the above statement writer did. Until that day I always emphasized on the big words and complex sentences. I tried leasrning  synonyms of common words and practicing in a day to day basis. Whenever I listened to people in Television and read the articles in social media, I envied their English. I still agree, to some extent, I was right. But the path I chose to go was absolutely wrong. Directly leaping without prior preparation might give one big leap but, small compared to others who come after making their base strong. Yes, I read in a English medium school right from the beginning  plus we had compulsion to speak in
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