I was AWAY.....

Its been a while I was away. I was away from what I enjoyed most, in the past. I was away from  reading books in the free time. I was away from pouring down my heart on paper when felt low. I was away. I was busy with all the unproductive things existing in the world. I could feel I was not happy from inside. there was always a kind of heaviness felt on my chest (being a nurse, I can guarantee, it was not any sort of Cardiac symptoms). A sense of "I can do better than this and I deserve better than this " was always within me , just could not figure out clearly.

Then a friend of mine(who is a gem by heart and super intellectual) showed me her piece of writing, which brought the trail of memories of the days when i used to write. it got me nostalgic. As soon as that girl (she never ceases to amaze me) knew i had blog back then, she motivated me to write again. . Some times the well known fact when said at the right time leaves a huge impression. Same happened with me. My friend said "We learned alphabets first and here we are now using complex sentences, so you have to keep trying ". likewise, we all have learned A, B, C in childhood and gradually rearrange those 26 letters and make a meaningful sentences which can carry the emotions, joy, bliss, sadness, frustration and what not. At this moment of time i am taking help of those beautiful letters to pen down the surge of mixed emotions. i am experiencing like i am getting a come back. whatever it is, it is a beautiful feeling. i could feel the weight has lifted, i can sense the heaviness on my chest has lowered. If anyone would ask me to do the most impossible task at this point of time, i have that enthusiasm and motivation to say yes !!! Yes i can do it. Not everyone is fortunate to have a friend and family around you, who motivates in achieving what your dreams are. I can proudly say that , I have got both of them in every steps of my life.

From what i have seen, experienced and heard from my friends, family, colleagues and people around me, we have to keep trying no matter what. there are days when we do not get success, but there are also the days where we get to taste the flavor of success. there are only perks in having positive attitude in life, only to get better, no way back.

I can't wait to unveil the different adventures of every aspect of life. Hail for positivism. Hail for support.


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