Seema Sharma Pangeni

I was talking to my friend and one thing hit me during our conversation.  I told her ,"XYZ (my friend) is very good by heart". I dont think I would like me, if all my charactaer and behaviors was of any other person My friend was surprised to hear that and seeing her being surprised. I rethought  of I had just said. A trail of thought came to my mind. However, for that moment i escaped from the conversation changing the topic.  After i reached home, I sat and thought, why would I not like me, if I was someone else?  Would it be the outer appearance I was not satisfied with ? or the inner side that only I know.  Here we go, there was a debate between two aspects of me.  Eveyone is not really good or evil, but here I am creating two aspects of me, good and evil side so that they can talk to each other and sort this out.  I felt sense of relief and sat there to hear what my good and evil part  would conclude.  Good :(talking to me ) It is always good to self evaluate. I am happy

Before shutting my eyes off on the last day of 2020, I was summarizing my and 2020 as a whole. Since a lot has happened in our lives in this 2020 hence,I thought what would I say to 2020 if 2020 was a person? What would my conversation be like, with her (I want to refer to the year as her just like we refer "earth" as mother ). Knock!! Knock!! Knock!! I knew who it was as I invited 2020 for the farewell dinner at my place. Despite being very busy, it was a kind gesture of 2020 to accept my invitation and come to my place. Lets thank our Premier Mark Mcgowan for working so hard and preparing well since a long time so that I can invite people and 2020 for dinner.  I opened the door, there was 2020,I was very excited to see her as I had a lot to ask her as how her last day was ? she must have been very busy. But alas! I was surprised to see her in a very sad face and no excitement at all.  We sat down on the couch. Me: Do you want any tea, coffee or drink ? 2020: A glass of wate