Reflection day 1

Let's  reflect today 


a pure reflection, a reflection without judgement, a crystal clear reflection.


Question from me to myself


Q: how are you ?

A: OKAYYYYYYishhhh.


Q: Why a long ishhhh?

A: i suppose there are layers of okay and not okay. On average i feel okay however i am not okay as well. 


Q: Okayyy , sounds like you need to open up a little bit, would you mind?

A: No not at all. I am happy to talk. I have actually been looking for the place to express myself.


Q: Coming to that, do you have friends?

A: I am an introvert, who cannot express myself  so i have very limited friends. 


Q: it is snot bad to be introvert, however keeping your self inside the shell can be quite harmful. Breaking the shell and coming out and enjoying the beautiful world with full of surprise is quite necessary. 

A: it is hard for me to come out of my zone , however when i am out i enjoy the life. 


Q: oh good to know. What motivates you to come out then ?

A: I need a little bit of push , a little of " oh you have to come out" kind of initiation from others. 


Q: Can't that little push be given from you to you ?

A: Oh yeah , never thought of that . 


Q: would you like to try it ? 

A: i guess there is not harm trying it. 


Q:Today's conversation was quite short but a meaning ful one. Would you like to have another conversation?

A: that would be great. I really enjoyed today's talk. Hopefully those layers that i have mentioned earlier would unfold slowly and i would be free soon. 



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